But then, I had to sit still and be quiet. I had to be
quiet forever. After awhile, the sun would beat down on my head and my pole
would get heavy. And I’d be sooo hungry that I’d eat my little can of Vienna
sausages and most of the wax packet of saltine crackers about an hour after we
left the dock.
I never caught much because I didn’t keep my line in the water long enough. I liked casting the line and then reeling it in. And talking. A little chatterbox is guaranteed a captive audience for all her questions and declarations while on a boat! I was just drowning crickets mostly.
I realize now, that my Father not only had incredible
patience, but that he must have really loved me a lot. He enjoyed fishing,
hunting, camping, horses, and motorcyles. And though he may not have been aware
of it, by including me (a little girl) on these adventures, he showed me that I
was strong and that I could be brave. And that what I said and thought
mattered.
He not only created good memories, he was “building” a
future adult. My love of nature is one part of me that was made by him.
When we love something we are motivated to protect it. That’s
true for people and that’s true for places. Love is connected to nature just as
nature is connected to us. Earth gives us air, food, water and shelter. Earth
gives us beauty and happiness. What do we give the Earth in return?
Like an indulgent parent, the Earth has let us (her
children) get by with bad behavior and selfish actions. She has overlooked our mistakes because we
were young and still learning. But now,
we have reached the point where we can no longer claim innocence as our
defense. We know better. Now, we have to DO better.
Brigham City, Utah |
We can correct our mistakes . Back in 1903 when settlers
moved into the Bear River valley in Northern Utah and Southern Idaho they
diverted water from the river to their towns and farms causing the marshes to
dry out. Eventually, less than four thousand acres of the original forty-five thousand
were left. The loss of these wetlands caused a massive number of birds to die.
The public was shocked and took action by making the Bear River delta a National Wildlife
Refuge in 1928.
Dead birds - Bear River 1928 |
But for all its
gesture
to the wild, nothing
comes more human
to the wild, nothing
comes more human
than this: “refuge,”
an oblong of mercy sliced
from the map.
an oblong of mercy sliced
from the map.
Where hosts and
dominions
of snow geese
billow and gleam
of snow geese
billow and gleam
by water’s edge,
I think of Lear, dead
Cordelia in his arms.
I think of Lear, dead
Cordelia in his arms.
- William Wenthe
The World According to Pimm by Stuart Pimm
Thought to Exist in the Wild by Derrick Jensen
Rewilding the World by Caroline Fraser
A Sand County Almanac: With Other Essays on Conservation by Aldo Leopold
Finding & Buying Your Place in the Country by Les Scher
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